Assalamualaikum WBT....
Salam Al-Mubarak buat semua...
hoping that this Ramadhan will be the better than before. Semua orang mengharapkan yang lebih baik, kesihatan yang baik agar dapat melakukan amal ibadah dengan sempurna, minda yang baik, agar pemikiran yang fokus dan sentiasa optimis dalam setiap tujuan, dan hati yang baik dlam menjalani kehidupan dan dalam menjaga amalan. sesungguhnya aku juga mengharapkan Ramadhan kali ini lebih berkat dan Insyallah, semoga dapat dilalui dengan hati yang tenang... Semoga Allah memberi cahaya keredhaannya dalam hidup ini.... Amin...Selamat Berpuasa.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Salam Ramadhan Buat Semua...
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Friday, July 31, 2009
A Good Talent To Be Imposed
Hari tu masa tengah borink2 surfing kat youtube, suddenly terjumpa these videos made by this guy, named Kurt Hugo. He`s so talented in singing and producing music. He did a great job, actually and I was amazed by his work so col. enjoy it!
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Saturday, July 25, 2009
Cubalah Untuk Mengerti
Sometimes, I always ask myself, why do some people love to ask for things happened? Like in my case, ada seorang hamba Allah yang suka mempersoalkan kenapa berlaku itu dan ini terhadap seseorang. Bila ini berlaku, dia akan terus menilainya ke arah yang lebih gelap terhadap orang yang di timpa musibah itu. Seharusnya cukup untuk sekadar mengkaji dan mempelajari sesuatu dari kesilapan mereka yang ditimpa musibah itu. Bukannya terus mengkritik dan membuat penilaian on the dot tanpa mengenali sebetulnya hati budi seseorang itu. Sepatutnya, kita harus mengenali seseorang itu dengan begitu mendalam sebelum menilai atau menghukum seseorang. Sebagai seorang yang lebih tua dan mempunyai kerjaya yang layak untuk disegani, tidak harus berkelakauan seperti itu. Bukan tidak boleh menerima teguran, tetapi harus diingat, orang yang ditimpa musibah itu juga tahu cara untuk menilai dan memperbaiki diri atas kesilapan lalu. Biarkan kisah yang lama itu berlalu, dan sebagai sebahagian dari sekeliling orang yang ditimpa musibah itu, kita haruslah memberi kekuatan dan dorongan untuknya semoga kehidupan ini dapat diteruskan dengan lebih baik. Bukan terus mengungkit dan mempersendakan. Ingatlah kita manusia biasa, takkan pernah lari dari membuat kesilapan. Jangan hanya tahu menghukum tanpa mengetahui usul kisah yang terjadi. Belajar untuk memahami orang lain itu adalah lebih baik dari terus menghentam dan mengkritik. Berbicaralah dengan ilmu yang ada dan bukan menindas motivasi orang lain dengan ilmu yang kita miliki. Sama-samalah kita berkongsi ilmu. Segalanya bergantung pada hati, jangan sentiasa melihat kesilapan orang lain dan lantas terus menghukum, lihatlah dengan mata hati, belajar untuk membaiki diri sendiri. Biarpun saat kejatuhan, Allah akan sentiasa bersama kita. Kepada yang berkenaan, ingatlah kehidupan bukan untuk kesempurnaan, kita cuma mampu mencari kesempurnaan, ia sebuah perjalanan yang panjang dan pasti akan berlaku kesilapan, fahamilah hati yang lain sebelum membuka bicara, berbicaralah dengan hati yang suci, bukan sekadar minda yang sentiasa terpalit kebanggaan tentang diri sendiri.
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Back In The Game, People!!!!
Well, the new semester is just opened as a new chapter for me. As it takes me as a player, well, I`m back into the game, people!!!! It won`t be an end for me, because it will always be an unfinished life. New resolution is created. If others take it yearly, I`ll make it twice a year, or it could be 12 times a year. What should I say more? Play it till the end and I can move to another stage.
Sometimes, you`re going to lose. It doesn`t mean forever, you are not dead in pursuing your dreams. Dreams are still dreams, as long as we keep walking on the paths that we always believe, dreams are something possible. Living is a battlefield, where it measures how strong you are, how good your plan is in order to achieve your dreams. For me, myself, there will always be ways to get to what we ever dreamed. It`s just we got to keep trying. In this game, rise is not the reward, and fall is not an end. There will always be another chances to come, and it`s how we`re going to work it out. Never break myself in the battle. I won`t listen to all harsh words from people who look down upon me, because they know nothing. You are the only person to make the steps move. Believe in yourself, as I do. I always say my prayers and I believe in faith. Allah is great. Wish me all the best…
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Monday, June 29, 2009
A Cold Birthday
Well, I celebrated my birthday last two days. Now, I`m 21. The theory of “age is just a number”, not exactly true, sometimes, in my point of view. The more the number gets, the bigger things may come across your head. In this age, I almost feel that I really have to have something, do something, and setting my own benchmark in life. I do realize that this age comes together with responsibilities, and there will always come visions. So, in this age, I`m hoping very bright chances, and a wonderful future for me. Also hoping that I`ll be getting stronger to face all challenges to come and there will always be a guidance for me in running my life peacefully. Thanks to mum and dad for having me in this world, in your life as well. I love you both so so so much. Happy Balated Birthday To Me…
Here is the song that currently I listen to, even I am not that kinda fan of the singer, anyhow, I really love the lyrics where it tells us how to survive life. Here is Miley Cyrus`s The Climb.
"The Climb"
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah
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Friday, June 26, 2009
The Rest Is Still Unwritten...
Everything has passed by, and all I can say is, it makes me grow. Yang dinanti, dan yang nyatanya menguji keberanian aku sepanjang cuti semesti ini, sudah kunjung tiba. Result exam yang sangat ado, and it`s like a massive wakeup call that I ever had. I have to buck myself up, get out of comfort zone, that I have been living in two years back. Hadapi segalanya dengan tenang, yang pasti ini adalah ujian dan apa yang harus aku bayar untuk sebuah kehidupan. Bekerja lebih kuat untuk masa akan datang, and it`s the only effort that I have work out for.Seharusnya difahami, kehidupan ini ada pasang dan surut, dan itu adalah sesuatu yang nyata. Tak semua yang baik itu di atas, kadang-kala, yang jatuh ke bawah itu tidak semuanya rosak. Yang indah itu suatu masa pasti akan berakhir, yang jelik itu takkan selamanya jelik. Itu yang pasti. Yeah, it`s a life, there`s always ups and downs. Accept it with your heart opened…
Menanti sesuatu yang belum pasti untuk terjadi, itu yang pasti. The rest is still unwritten…
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R.I.P, Mr. Jacko...
| Michael Jackson Dies (Taken from galaxieblog.com.my) |
I'm fighting back my tears as I'm blogging this....we've lost Michael Jackson. The 50-year-old pop legend suffered a fatal heart attack in his mansion in Holmby Hills, Los Angeles yesterday afternoon. (Malaysian time would be early this morning) His aides had called in the paramedics, who performed administered CPR on Michael en route the UCLA Medical Center, but quoting TMZ.com, the king of pop was unresponsive. And just after a few hours of slipping into a coma, Michael was pronounced dead, with all his family members by his bedside. Apparently, Michael had gone through a thorough medical check-up in March and the doctor said he was OK. The incredibly gifted singer/musician is survived by his three children (two boys and a girl), parents, five brothers and two sisters. Prior to his death, Michael was planning a series of comeback concerts in London. He was also in talks with a Malaysian concert promoter, who had become his close friend over the years, for a possibility of playing KL for the second time early next year. |
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Saturday, June 13, 2009
BETTY! BETTY! BETTY! Living In Betty Suarez`s Land… (Inspired by my favorite TV Show, Ugly Betty)
Sometimes, I feel like want to be a part of Betty`s life, and there were times that I feel like Betty is just so close to me. We have few similarities, in few points, and in a few of aspects. For examples, she wanted to be a journalist in a publication industry that relates to social and human rights, but suddenly forced-stranded being in fashion publication industry, where she never dreamed and has no passion about. So do I, in a vice versa-way, love and really wanted to be in fashion industry, but stranded in accounting field, and I am forced to do so. In this case, we both have to get back in a real life, face it as a routine and in a long term, became to love what we`re doing. On the other hand, problems come and go. (Well, that`s the fact of life that everybody has to accept) She always has to face problems, and there`ll be her ups and downs. She always has her family by her side, friends to be talked to, and rival-became-friend, that can be referred to in order to overcome those probs. As it always happens in my life, my family, friends, and sometimes, suddenly-become-friends always are by my side. That is what I am really grateful for…
I love Betty so much for what she has. Charismatic, passionate, dedicated, ambitious, and always work hard for what she wants. It inspires me a lot. As a human being, it`s normal to have weakness. Betty always has problems in choosing what`s the best for her, occasionally in choosing her love ones. But it`s a common sense and it won`t be happening every day. Just sometimes in life.
Every character in the series has what it takes to be inspired for. My favorite rival, Willhelmina Slater, for instance, is an iron lady actually, even though she has a very bad intention to grab Meade Publications from Meade`s Family. She has been seen as a very dedicated lady where she always motivates herself to do the best in every plan, and she is willing to do anything just to make sure what she wants becomes hers. She`s fierce and never afraid to face the truth even sometime we can see how her ego comes along to refuse what she has gotten. She knows what she wants, has a very good vision in order to make her life better and better, which I feel so like to love it. I love the way she brings herself in her daily life too! From the way she dressed-up herself, to her body language, they talk great! She has a good fashion sense. (It`s for sure, she`s The Editor In Chief of Mode, right? Must be brilliant in choosing what to wear) I wanna be like her some day!
Justin, Betty`s nephew, always be his aunt`s consultant in choosing the right way in dress up, (even Betty refuses to accept those suggestions) he always be his family`s favorite. He is so lucky to have a good grandpa, Ignacio and a great mom who always willing to do anything for him, Hilda. Justin is a strong young guy from the inside even softer outside. He`s a kind of like me a bit, loves art, and for sure, fashion! And when we talk about Hilda, for sure we might always be thinking how crazy she is. But, overall, she is a good sister, mother, and daughter. As a first daughter of the family, she always plays part of protective to the family. Even always failed in her love life, she always learns from her mistakes and tries to be good. The most important part, she`s always in vogue…
Well, talk about friendship, Betty has Christina along her side in no matter what situations. She is just like Betty`s fairy godmother, who always protect her in a harsh moment in meeting the rival-friend, Amanda and Marc. What a great friend, and I wish I had it one… not to forget those two rival-friend, they are useful sometimes. Just take a look when Betty and them has to fight back Kim`s attitude in this latest season. What a good collaboration!
What else to be talked about? Yeah, charisma. Well, I like Daniel quite a lot where he`s a charm dude, but charismatic, even playful, sometimes. He has passion and a leader that can be relied to. His transformation in this latest season is the right timing, I think. It shows how life and time can change people to be more responsible. What a charm!
Well, these are just my thoughts, dreams, and inspirations based on what I love much. People can say and think whatever they want to, but me, myself, will always stand as what I am…
Betty Suarez (America Ferera)
Willhelmina Slater (Vanessa Williams)
Ignacio Suarez (Tony Plana)
Justin (Mark Indelicato)
Marc (Micheal Urie), Amanda ( Backi Newton), Hilda Suarez (Ana Ortiz)
Daniel Meade (Eric Mabius)
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
My Recapture of Life Through Out These Seasons
Terlalu banyak untuk diperkatakan, dan yang pasti, terima kasih kepada semua yang sentiasa ada bersama aku in my ups and downs, yang selalu bagi kata-kata semangat dan harapan, kritikan atau kutukan, thank you so much. It moulds me…
Rasanya agak penat to be living in a mourn feeling, sadness, and sorrow moment… why don`t we move aside to flash back, what were great things that I used to feel throughout this year…
Musim final exam sememangnya sesuatu yang penuh dengan tekanan. My buddies took me to Penang, for an outgoing night. Lepak at Gurney, memang something yang best… thanks to Pak Sheikh and Hafiz for the trip. This is my first time went out for an overnight. One night stand at Penang.


Posse cover perut kantoi. ahaks!
Pak Sheikh sedang menurun... Cincin Lord Of The Ring...

Kalau dah berhimpun ramai-ramai satu rumah, perut akan tetiba jd sentiasa lapar. Went dinner ngan housemates, ingatkan nak balik cepat to do the revision, tengok-tengok, tersangkut kat kedai makan tu because masing-masing terimbau kenangan waktu sekolah rendah dulu sebab kat TV waktu tu tayang movie Senario Lagi… so, layanlah jugak walaupun dah hafal story line movie tu sampai habis…
Yang paling kusyuk tengok movie ni, Kamal...
Pak Sheikh ngan mata stim. Posse bajet mata sexy...
Malam yang agak pressure sebab kena wat revision untuk paper keesokkannya, Taxation. Layan je la walaupun masing-masing in tense. Beleklah wajah-wajah ting tong ni. Hehehe…

Peminat setia Siti, Afiq... Study pun nak posse dengan tudung serkup Siti...Hahaha
Kamal dengan pony tailnya...
Encik Asrap sedang tunggu turn untuk dirawat oleh Dukun Kamal. Beliau dipercayai dirasuk oleh hantu Cina kampung sebelah...
Hafiz tersadai selepas pekena Milo sebanyak 19 katon.
Senjata Utama...
Anyhow, sem ni banyak memberi pengajaran, macam-macam yang dah aku lalui. Harap Allah kurniakan aku hati dan iman yang lebih kuat dalam menempuhi semua kenyataan yang ada dalam kehidupan ni… Amin…
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The Never Ending Story
Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah, it`s all wrapped up. Finals dah habis last 10th May, and yesterday I have just done my MUET`s Speaking Test. It was quite okay, overall…
Hati agak lega sebab finals dah abis, so beban pun ringan sikit. But, tak lega sangat sebab kebanyakan paper sem ni agak berat, walaupun ramai yang cakap sem ni paling senang, but for me it`s still the hardest. Sorry, we`re not in the same jet plane. Aku bukan jenis they all yang otak purely accounting…
Almost all paper aku screwed up. I don`t know why, every single paper that I sat for, rasa cam cepat sangat stuck and blank. Can`t be denied, kepergian Pak Cik, gives me a massive impact, though. I`ve tried to chill myself up, but it only happens outer. My inner strength has all gone. Tak perlu ada sapa pun yang tau. To all my friends, I apology for couldn`t be myself lately. Dalam hati ni agak risau dengan result final nanti. Kalau pass, Alhamdulillah… kalau sebaliknya, nak buat macam mana, terpaksalah terima. Like it or not. Sakit, memang confirm sakit, sebab terpaksa kecewakan harapan banyak pihak especially my parents, family, and my teachers. I don`t wanna be the one to be blamed, or the hopeless. I`m not a brat. Tak sanggup nak tgk people who love me, living in frustration… it might be a really sad situation. I really hope that it won`t happen… Amin…
Apa-apa pun yang terjadi lepas ni, life must goes on, and I have to face everything to comes. Like my former English Lecturer, Mr. Ahmad Bakhtiar used to say, “ If you are a man, raise up your head, and face the problems.” It really burns me up…
Ahad ni, start lah short sem aku. Class akaun. Tak tau la apa yang akan jadi lepas ni. For this sem, I feel really exhausted and tired being chased by all kind of things that came and smash on my face. Whatever it is, I have to be strong and look forward for my future,cuz I know it might be the brightest one for me. Amin…
Hope all these bad feelings may end up and fade away. I wanna stay free…
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Sunday, April 26, 2009
D U K A
Dalam mode kemurungan dan kedukaan. Pak Cik pergi dan takkan kembali lagi untuk kali ini. My late uncle, has passed away last Tuesday. Aku masih lagi dalam mode berkabung, dan tiada apa yang mampu diucapkan selain kata kesedihan. Saat ni jugak, teringat kat arwah Abang Isz, he was always with me, in my ups and downs. Tapi, apa-apa pun yang lepas biarkan berlalu. I have to make it cuz life must go on. I wrote this heart-felt poem, specially dedicated to them. I love you both. Semoga roh mereka tenang dan sentiasa dicucuri rahmat. Amin…
Satu Yang Terbaik Untukku
Ku tahu aku bukan yang terbaik
Pernah ku lalui susur gelap dalam perjalanan ini
Ku tahu ku bukan yang terindah
Namun,
Bila ku temui dirimu,
Itu yang kurasakan selalu…
Kau selalu ada di dalam tiap saatku
Kau yang selalu mengerti kata yang belum ku lafazkan
Satu yang terbaik buatku,
Itu yang selalu kau tahu…
Satu buatku, kekuatanmu
Kau jalani segala yang tak pernah
Terlintas dalam mimpi burukku…
Yang pernah ku takuti,
Untuk kehilangan kamu…
Ku genggam detik pedih ini,
Saat kepergianmu…
Aku harus mengerti…
Bagai yang selalu kau katakan,
Satu yang terbaik untuk ku…
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