My Recapture of Life Through Out These Seasons

In last few weeks before it`s over, I went through a lot of things. As people around me realized and not, there were happy moments, sadness came all around, inspirational atmosphere, and etc.
Terlalu banyak untuk diperkatakan, dan yang pasti, terima kasih kepada semua yang sentiasa ada bersama aku in my ups and downs, yang selalu bagi kata-kata semangat dan harapan, kritikan atau kutukan, thank you so much. It moulds me…
Rasanya agak penat to be living in a mourn feeling, sadness, and sorrow moment… why don`t we move aside to flash back, what were great things that I used to feel throughout this year…

Musim final exam sememangnya sesuatu yang penuh dengan tekanan. My buddies took me to Penang, for an outgoing night. Lepak at Gurney, memang something yang best… thanks to Pak Sheikh and Hafiz for the trip. This is my first time went out for an overnight. One night stand at Penang.
Posse cover perut kantoi. ahaks!Pak Sheikh sedang menurun... Cincin Lord Of The Ring...
Kalau dah berhimpun ramai-ramai satu rumah, perut akan tetiba jd sentiasa lapar. Went dinner ngan housemates, ingatkan nak balik cepat to do the revision, tengok-tengok, tersangkut kat kedai makan tu because masing-masing terimbau kenangan waktu sekolah rendah dulu sebab kat TV waktu tu tayang movie Senario Lagi… so, layanlah jugak walaupun dah hafal story line movie tu sampai habis… Yang paling kusyuk tengok movie ni, Kamal...
Pak Sheikh ngan mata stim. Posse bajet mata sexy...
Malam yang agak pressure sebab kena wat revision untuk paper keesokkannya, Taxation. Layan je la walaupun masing-masing in tense. Beleklah wajah-wajah ting tong ni. Hehehe…
Peminat setia Siti, Afiq... Study pun nak posse dengan tudung serkup Siti...HahahaKamal dengan pony tailnya... Encik Asrap sedang tunggu turn untuk dirawat oleh Dukun Kamal. Beliau dipercayai dirasuk oleh hantu Cina kampung sebelah...Hafiz tersadai selepas pekena Milo sebanyak 19 katon. Senjata Utama...
Anyhow, sem ni banyak memberi pengajaran, macam-macam yang dah aku lalui. Harap Allah kurniakan aku hati dan iman yang lebih kuat dalam menempuhi semua kenyataan yang ada dalam kehidupan ni… Amin…

The Never Ending Story

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah, it`s all wrapped up. Finals dah habis last 10th May, and yesterday I have just done my MUET`s Speaking Test. It was quite okay, overall…
Hati agak lega sebab finals dah abis, so beban pun ringan sikit. But, tak lega sangat sebab kebanyakan paper sem ni agak berat, walaupun ramai yang cakap sem ni paling senang, but for me it`s still the hardest. Sorry, we`re not in the same jet plane. Aku bukan jenis they all yang otak purely accounting…
Almost all paper aku screwed up. I don`t know why, every single paper that I sat for, rasa cam cepat sangat stuck and blank. Can`t be denied, kepergian Pak Cik, gives me a massive impact, though. I`ve tried to chill myself up, but it only happens outer. My inner strength has all gone. Tak perlu ada sapa pun yang tau. To all my friends, I apology for couldn`t be myself lately. Dalam hati ni agak risau dengan result final nanti. Kalau pass, Alhamdulillah… kalau sebaliknya, nak buat macam mana, terpaksalah terima. Like it or not. Sakit, memang confirm sakit, sebab terpaksa kecewakan harapan banyak pihak especially my parents, family, and my teachers. I don`t wanna be the one to be blamed, or the hopeless. I`m not a brat. Tak sanggup nak tgk people who love me, living in frustration… it might be a really sad situation. I really hope that it won`t happen… Amin…
Apa-apa pun yang terjadi lepas ni, life must goes on, and I have to face everything to comes. Like my former English Lecturer, Mr. Ahmad Bakhtiar used to say, “ If you are a man, raise up your head, and face the problems.” It really burns me up…
Ahad ni, start lah short sem aku. Class akaun. Tak tau la apa yang akan jadi lepas ni. For this sem, I feel really exhausted and tired being chased by all kind of things that came and smash on my face. Whatever it is, I have to be strong and look forward for my future,cuz I know it might be the brightest one for me. Amin…
Hope all these bad feelings may end up and fade away. I wanna stay free…