Well, I celebrated my birthday last two days. Now, I`m 21. The theory of “age is just a number”, not exactly true, sometimes, in my point of view. The more the number gets, the bigger things may come across your head. In this age, I almost feel that I really have to have something, do something, and setting my own benchmark in life. I do realize that this age comes together with responsibilities, and there will always come visions. So, in this age, I`m hoping very bright chances, and a wonderful future for me. Also hoping that I`ll be getting stronger to face all challenges to come and there will always be a guidance for me in running my life peacefully. Thanks to mum and dad for having me in this world, in your life as well. I love you both so so so much. Happy Balated Birthday To Me…
Here is the song that currently I listen to, even I am not that kinda fan of the singer, anyhow, I really love the lyrics where it tells us how to survive life. Here is Miley Cyrus`s The Climb.
"The Climb"
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah
Monday, June 29, 2009
A Cold Birthday
Friday, June 26, 2009
The Rest Is Still Unwritten...
Everything has passed by, and all I can say is, it makes me grow. Yang dinanti, dan yang nyatanya menguji keberanian aku sepanjang cuti semesti ini, sudah kunjung tiba. Result exam yang sangat ado, and it`s like a massive wakeup call that I ever had. I have to buck myself up, get out of comfort zone, that I have been living in two years back. Hadapi segalanya dengan tenang, yang pasti ini adalah ujian dan apa yang harus aku bayar untuk sebuah kehidupan. Bekerja lebih kuat untuk masa akan datang, and it`s the only effort that I have work out for.Seharusnya difahami, kehidupan ini ada pasang dan surut, dan itu adalah sesuatu yang nyata. Tak semua yang baik itu di atas, kadang-kala, yang jatuh ke bawah itu tidak semuanya rosak. Yang indah itu suatu masa pasti akan berakhir, yang jelik itu takkan selamanya jelik. Itu yang pasti. Yeah, it`s a life, there`s always ups and downs. Accept it with your heart opened…
Menanti sesuatu yang belum pasti untuk terjadi, itu yang pasti. The rest is still unwritten…
R.I.P, Mr. Jacko...
| Michael Jackson Dies (Taken from galaxieblog.com.my) |
I'm fighting back my tears as I'm blogging this....we've lost Michael Jackson. The 50-year-old pop legend suffered a fatal heart attack in his mansion in Holmby Hills, Los Angeles yesterday afternoon. (Malaysian time would be early this morning) His aides had called in the paramedics, who performed administered CPR on Michael en route the UCLA Medical Center, but quoting TMZ.com, the king of pop was unresponsive. And just after a few hours of slipping into a coma, Michael was pronounced dead, with all his family members by his bedside. Apparently, Michael had gone through a thorough medical check-up in March and the doctor said he was OK. The incredibly gifted singer/musician is survived by his three children (two boys and a girl), parents, five brothers and two sisters. Prior to his death, Michael was planning a series of comeback concerts in London. He was also in talks with a Malaysian concert promoter, who had become his close friend over the years, for a possibility of playing KL for the second time early next year. |
Saturday, June 13, 2009
BETTY! BETTY! BETTY! Living In Betty Suarez`s Land… (Inspired by my favorite TV Show, Ugly Betty)
Sometimes, I feel like want to be a part of Betty`s life, and there were times that I feel like Betty is just so close to me. We have few similarities, in few points, and in a few of aspects. For examples, she wanted to be a journalist in a publication industry that relates to social and human rights, but suddenly forced-stranded being in fashion publication industry, where she never dreamed and has no passion about. So do I, in a vice versa-way, love and really wanted to be in fashion industry, but stranded in accounting field, and I am forced to do so. In this case, we both have to get back in a real life, face it as a routine and in a long term, became to love what we`re doing. On the other hand, problems come and go. (Well, that`s the fact of life that everybody has to accept) She always has to face problems, and there`ll be her ups and downs. She always has her family by her side, friends to be talked to, and rival-became-friend, that can be referred to in order to overcome those probs. As it always happens in my life, my family, friends, and sometimes, suddenly-become-friends always are by my side. That is what I am really grateful for…
I love Betty so much for what she has. Charismatic, passionate, dedicated, ambitious, and always work hard for what she wants. It inspires me a lot. As a human being, it`s normal to have weakness. Betty always has problems in choosing what`s the best for her, occasionally in choosing her love ones. But it`s a common sense and it won`t be happening every day. Just sometimes in life.
Every character in the series has what it takes to be inspired for. My favorite rival, Willhelmina Slater, for instance, is an iron lady actually, even though she has a very bad intention to grab Meade Publications from Meade`s Family. She has been seen as a very dedicated lady where she always motivates herself to do the best in every plan, and she is willing to do anything just to make sure what she wants becomes hers. She`s fierce and never afraid to face the truth even sometime we can see how her ego comes along to refuse what she has gotten. She knows what she wants, has a very good vision in order to make her life better and better, which I feel so like to love it. I love the way she brings herself in her daily life too! From the way she dressed-up herself, to her body language, they talk great! She has a good fashion sense. (It`s for sure, she`s The Editor In Chief of Mode, right? Must be brilliant in choosing what to wear) I wanna be like her some day!
Justin, Betty`s nephew, always be his aunt`s consultant in choosing the right way in dress up, (even Betty refuses to accept those suggestions) he always be his family`s favorite. He is so lucky to have a good grandpa, Ignacio and a great mom who always willing to do anything for him, Hilda. Justin is a strong young guy from the inside even softer outside. He`s a kind of like me a bit, loves art, and for sure, fashion! And when we talk about Hilda, for sure we might always be thinking how crazy she is. But, overall, she is a good sister, mother, and daughter. As a first daughter of the family, she always plays part of protective to the family. Even always failed in her love life, she always learns from her mistakes and tries to be good. The most important part, she`s always in vogue…
Well, talk about friendship, Betty has Christina along her side in no matter what situations. She is just like Betty`s fairy godmother, who always protect her in a harsh moment in meeting the rival-friend, Amanda and Marc. What a great friend, and I wish I had it one… not to forget those two rival-friend, they are useful sometimes. Just take a look when Betty and them has to fight back Kim`s attitude in this latest season. What a good collaboration!
What else to be talked about? Yeah, charisma. Well, I like Daniel quite a lot where he`s a charm dude, but charismatic, even playful, sometimes. He has passion and a leader that can be relied to. His transformation in this latest season is the right timing, I think. It shows how life and time can change people to be more responsible. What a charm!
Well, these are just my thoughts, dreams, and inspirations based on what I love much. People can say and think whatever they want to, but me, myself, will always stand as what I am…
Betty Suarez (America Ferera)
Willhelmina Slater (Vanessa Williams)
Ignacio Suarez (Tony Plana)
Justin (Mark Indelicato)
Marc (Micheal Urie), Amanda ( Backi Newton), Hilda Suarez (Ana Ortiz)
Daniel Meade (Eric Mabius)
